Thank you for all the comments and e-mails to cheer me up.
I really appreciate for your kind and warm hearts.
Fortunately I think I'm getting better than before.
The medicine that my doctor gave me from a week ago is working well for my depressing, and so I feel very calm and peaceful.
But, there is also the side effect of this medicine, it's drowsiness, it's not ordinary, it's like a hundred of the sandman are around me...
So after 15 minutes I took that medicine, I can't stop yawn and am sank into the floor...
But there are so many things to do, so today I had test not to take THAT medicine, so I could work!! Can you imagine how happy I was?!
I don't know it's good thing or not, but I will ask a doctor about it that if I can skip the medicine when I really need to do something.
Actually since the drowsiness, I haven't been packing to go back to mum's home to recover my illness, so maybe this coming weekend, I will ask my husband to look after my son and stop THAT medicine and will work for packing. :)
About the hormonal problem, I went to the hospital where I had check-up, the result wasn't so bad, so a doctor said it was cause of the side effect of medicine.
And now I haven't taking that medicine which cause for hormone, my menopausal disorders (-like) is getting better than before! So no irritates!
And I have been slight fever more than a month, though it's the autonomous nervous system agitation, so I will ask a doctor for another medicine for it.
I have been stitching only few lines a day before I go to bed.
And I finished my first work for 2009!
I will be able to show it to you later, hopefully this weekend!
Take care and thank you so much for concerning about my health.
I hope you all have a wonderful day!